After reading my friends blog post over at Highlights of Blond GirL I realized that I too miss writing. Not that I'm a great writer or anything of the sort. I guess it's mostly that I really just need a way to express myself?
So, I'll be visiting her blog to read her posts, and commenting on them. I'm going to see if Miss Blond Girl is willing to do the same for me. Maybe we'll both be the inspiration we need to start back up blogging? That would be so cool, at least in my opinion.
It took me a long time to get the readership I had before. I often wonder whatever happened to those people that I shared my heart, my soul and my life with. Are they okay? Have they faced tragedies or loss?
I know for me, life has not been fun over the last three years. It sure has changed. Oh, believe me, I still try to put on that smile that says 'all is well in my little world', while internally breaking apart at the seams. It takes so much energy to do that, I must say! Yikes, it's incredibly exhausting!
So, I was thinking about myself tonight, as usual...and wondering what exactly is IT that I'm looking for to make me happy? Wow, such a huge question, ya know?
And then I was thinking, is anybody out there truly happy with all aspects of their lives? Another deep subject.
Oh well...maybe I'll figure it all out eventually...and when I do, I'll write about it. What else is there to do, but share anyway, and try to make others burdens easier to carry? I'm not really sure about that answer either. What do you think?
